12.02.2009

Sweet evening/big decisions

Tonight when I was tucking my girl in, she was so amazing. She is not sick any longer--she is hyper-immune and gets over illnesses in 24 hours, usually. She was her usual jovial (loud) self but she was so 'with it'. Looking into my eyes, answering all my questions, 'getting' the jokes, making some of her own, giggling at appropriate times. I am so grateful for times like these. I know things can change pretty quickly, for no apparent reason.
Today I made an appointment with dentist in Ocala who removes mercury amalgrams and replaces them with composite. Jaden has one filling and because she was so late growing her baby teeth, none of them have fallen out even though she is 6 1/2. I keep praying and praying that this one tooth would fall out, since that needs to happen before we can successfully chelate. But time is ticking and nada loose teeth! So I made the appointment for December 28th. The doctor says he will try to replace the filling and if he is unsuccessful, he will remove the tooth. I know it is necesary but I still feel burdened having to make the choice for such a radical move. I am laying my fears at the feet of Jesus daily, and waiting for Him to answer. He alone knows the future of my girl and what she needs.

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