The ups and downs

On Monday and Tuesday Jaden had really good days--so good that I believed her regression was nearly over. She ate well, didn't complain of 'hunger', talked with us, looked at books, and asked us to play with her. Most of her speech was still repeating Dora shows, and her eye contact was not so great, but I wasn't worried because her behaviors were right back to easy ones she had right before summer started.
But today, oh my. My girl was unhappy again. She is back in school so I wonder if she got some food she shouldn't have? I wonder if she played with playdoh, which is full of gluten.
Kady, my oldest daughter, told me I over-analyze everything with JadenGrace.
I feel like I don't have a choice. I need to get up every morning and continue on...and on...and on...
But the happy days sure keep me going more than the hard days.
Often throughout the day, I tell God, "I am not going to get through this without your direct intervention"
I have promises to keep...and miles to go before I sleep...miles to go before I sleep...